Monday 7 November 2011

Protective instinct already

Hi my fellow blogging friends Sorry its been a while in between post...was not sure exactly what to post and have been dealing with many things work and personal whilst preparing for this baby to arrive... I cant believe my protective mother instinct which obviously kicked in as soon as I found out I was pregnant but now with a pregnant belly to show Im even worse......I even walk around holding my belly from unexpected people possibly running into me... This beautiful baby is not even born yet and I am already guarding it with my life... I feel like this penguin in this picture....
I am now 24 weeks and 4 days and less then one month and I am in trimester 3 can you believe that? It still feels surreal and that worrying if baby is ok does not go away...If i dont feel baby move for a while I start to query is baby ok in there? is your heart still beating then I get these reassuring kicks and when in doubt drink a really cold drink and sit still and you will be sure to feel it.... I even shook my belly around today to get baby to move so I knew things were ok...Hubby said dont be so mean to baby you dont like being woken up in your sleep lol well that is definatley true...I dont know how I will cope on lack of sleep as I am grumpy as hell.... I am still getting my mid morning wake up calls and am wide awake and unable to sleep so I go do some things, work from office or crochet for about an hour then Im tired again and off I go back to bed.... I will have to share with you my crocheting efforts...for my baby of course.... I already have made two gifts for two friends of mine for their babies born recently ...and one is for a dear friend overseas who has suffered immensely with infertility and loss of babies in the past and now has a premature baby born approx 10 weeks early who mind you is doing well considering being born early.... Here is one of the hats and booties I made for a 3 month old for my baby to be....
and the gift I made for my dear friend overseas....
I am enjoying all the attention a pregnant lady gets and embracing it all even the negative comments of "your so big,,sure your not having twins" Yep Im definately sure and "Id hate to have a summer baby winter so much better" well Im due end of Feb end of summer so baby is really only get a taste of it...its me being pregnant that will have to put up with stifling heat and anyways thats small sacrifice for huge gain. Id rather baby born in end of summer autumn then winter as all those colds and flus going around just something else to worry about...but it is what it is and I cant change it but people still have to comment ... I am still suffering from reflux and heart burn but hey small sacrifice for large gain but paddle pop ice creams rainbow flavour at night are my favourite to help settle my tummy... I am loving my pregnancy pilates and body pillow all helping with my hips maintaining their alignment... So I will do attempt my baby shower registry this week so I can then organise my invites for my baby shower...yes I have lots of family and best friend offered to help but I actually enjoy the organising part of it and at least I get what I want re baby shower decorations etc they came in post today as I ordered online.... and on the sideline my baby furry girl Jasper goes in for her major operation tomorrow her TPLO which is like knee reconstruction but piece of metal put in her leg...I know she is in best of hands as one of two surgeons in southern hemisphere perform these operations will be doing it and thats all they do...but Im still worried for her...I will send her good thoughts and blessings and will try not to cry when I drop her off ....Im a sook at best of times and with pregnancy hormones in place Im even worse!!!

5 comments:

  1. I love that I'm having a summer baby. Imagin night feeds in winter.
    Also I brought a box of paddle pops in the end of trimester 1 but ate them all in a matter of days so had to stop myself from buying them. No self control here!

    Best of luck tomorrow. I'm sure she will be fine.

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  2. I'm feeling pretty protective these days too!! And gee, don't we wish we could choose what season or month we'd like our babies to be born in? Some of us are lucky enough to finally just be pregnant! Love the crocheting! :)

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  3. Thanks Jill yes I love having summer baby too well its end of summer and no cold night feeds for sure...

    Im like that with chocolate Jill to get rid of that metallic taste I have bought 3 big hazelnut chocolate bars and ate most of them on my own in like 2 - 3 days..bad bad bad...so no more buying them...

    and Good Timing...if only we could choose lol yes we are blessed with what we are given and we will deal with what ever season baby is born in as yes it is bloody right we are blessed to be pregnant at all and no we didnt get a choice of when lol who really does?

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  4. I often drank juice or icey water to "wake" C up when I was PG and not feeling him move. Considering what we have been through with IF, it was just another way to feel reassured. I love your crotcheting efforts! Beautiful.

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  5. How you're feeling is completely understandable.... the protective instinct gets stronger and stronger :) Live the things you've made... very clever :)) So great that you're almost at T3.... love to you both xoxo

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