I am perfectly positive that is a BFP!!!!

Oh my goodness how do I go about writing this message....Im still in so much shock!!

I know all my followers are anxious to know how I go....well after my mum and dear hubby and BC friends, you dear bloggers are next in line as you are the ones that kept me sane....

I dont know how to write this blog because of all of you know what it feels like to be infertile and all of you know what it is like each month to suffer disappointment when you get your big fat red cow or negative pee stick.

I know its easy to say now I had a hunch that I was...I mean I have been bloated constantly for last week I already look 3 months pregnant and I know its not constipation or my IBS as it was in my lower abdomen but I kept telling myself it could be the crinone ....I prayed and prayed and prayed....asking God Ive been to hell and back already last 3.5 years please do not put me through any more pain...please dont let me suffer another disappointment...

I only got one egg..one bloody egg at egg pick up I mean a lot of women focus on the number of eggs I was not expecting big numbers..Quality over quantity right? but to only get one....I prayed for that one little egg it has to make it...I was not going to let the fact I got one egg compared to women with 15 eggs as you only need one to work...and it fertilised..it was meant to be one...it was meant to teach me not to be greedy...

This TWW has been one of the hardest things I have ever done in my life...infertility is hard in itself but knowing your pregnant until proven otherwise has the weirdest feeling....

I am so greatful for the medical world, my fertility specialist and nurses what a job on it good days it would be bloody excellent but on a bad day it would feel like Shit.

So yes my levels for 4 weeks were at 700 HCG which are meant to be excellent numbers...they said I dont even need another Blood test only if I want one in between my scan in 3 weeks...Ooohhhh my fertility specialist is going away next week for 3 weeks so he wont be here to do scan...I will have to ring him monday to find out when he wants to do it and see me...so I can give him a big hug (lol that would be overstepping the line but I do want to hug him)..

So all that worry about what if it didnt work and Plan B does not have to be enacted right now....Im happy to go with Plan A and this IVF Cycle #1 and that everything goes smoothly

I think thats all I can get out now as all my words are mush!!!!